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I Need To Be In Love

The hardest thing I’ve ever done is keep believing
There’s someone in this crazy world for me
The way that people come and go thru temporary lives
My chance could come and I might never know...

My current fave as of the moment. This song really tells my state of being right now. I can say that I am quite satisfied with what I currently have in terms of work. Of course I am working my way up there, still, I'm taking it one step each day. It can't be done in just one day. What worries me more is that by doing this, I am forgetting something, I NEED TO FALL IN LOVE, that is. I've been loveless, as what they call, for good three years. Maybe a reason for this is I'm not really looking for it, I am, in fact, waiting and praying for someone to come, and I know it'll happen in His time. Not that I am letting it pass, just that I am PRAYING for him to come into my life.

I used to say "no promises, let’s keep it simple"
But freedom only helps you say goodbye
It took a while for me to learn that nothing comes for free
The price I’ve paid is high enough for me

I've been through it a countless time before and I think it's about time to think things through. A few heartbreak was not easy at all. It's either I go nuts after it, hate myself or hate the guy more that I can think is possible. All of them (5, including one that is a "no promises, let's keep it simple" relationship) did a thing or two that make me think if it was worth all the effort and time I've wasted.

I know I need to be in love
I know I’ve wasted too much time
I know I ask perfection of a quite imperfect world
And fool enough to think that’s what I’ll find

I think I should really need some love right now, not for the lack thereof but I miss the simple things that lovers do, but then again, I'm not the typical kind of girl who would like to be "baby-ed" always. I think my being independent has something to do with this.

So here I am with pockets full of good intentions
But none of them will comfort me tonight
I’m wide awake at four AM without a friend in sight
Hanging on a hope but I’m alright

I am hoping and praying that I'll find him sometime soon and will soon be out of this melodramatic state that I'm currently in. And by finding him, whoever, wherever he is, I'll pray that it won't be like the first few that I had.

Waiting.
Hoping.
Praying.

Bloggers

I have these Plurkmates who are really into blogging and I found their sites very interesting. Take FilipinoVoices for example, theirs has this writing contest where you can give 10k to the charity of your own choice. I do have at least two "unfinished business" to tell but I don't have the TALENT and the time to write it down. SexyMom, also called Mommy Dine to some, have a few blog sites to brag about and all her entries are educational and interesting. Then there's JonasDiego, I crave for his horror stories in his Katatakutan blogsite, his I Want Work site helps, I usually forward those "WANTED" to some friends. YolynneMedina, if you want to be updated with all the news, have her as a friend, both Plurk and Facebook. musicblogger, keeps me updated with what-abouts and who-else-is-here news about music peeps. They are just SOME of the people I do meet in Plurk, some of them I even add to my Facebook and Multiply, but all these guys are really interesting people and they really have something to say about anything and everything.

I'm glad that I chanced upon meeting you in Plurk. More blogs to read from my fellow Plurkers.

p.s.

I may not be as talented as you guys but I'm happy to be your online buddy. Hope to meet all of you soon. (ang babaw ko, syaks! =p)