January!

It's been what, a week after 2009 end but still it seems like 2009 to me, nothing much is changing. I'm still after those 2009 happenings. I just wish there is something worth remembering this month aside from a friend's wedding, a cousin's birthday, Nanay's death anniversary, homeowners election and the likes. I can't even find one great event for this month. I definitely can't attend to Christian's 'pa-Christmas' on the 10th because it's the same day as the election here at Golden City. My gawd, I really need someone (or at least something) to focus on to, aside from work, of course. I can't still go back to school this June since my sis won't be graduating until next year, so much for my back-to-school target date. I am meaning to do a Novena but can't start it just yet. I dunno what's keeping me but I still feel that it's not the perfect time yet. I am not back to my old self. I was hoping that it would change this year but no, i'm still the 'tamad' person that I was back in 2009. I can't even pray the rosary religiously. MAJOR FAIL! I know there's something wrong, can't put my finger on it now, but I am sure there is. I want to start 2010 all over again and start with what needs to be started. *sigh*

PS:

I no longer 'crush' Al Posada. I'm over him, it must be the hormones that kicked in during those days that I was drop-dead gaga over him. *double sigh*

to do:
(1) Ask my sister for the (cell) phone that she was supposed to give me.
(2) Lose weight.
(3) Appointment with the eye doctor.
(4) Lovelife.