Sad

Been like this for three or four days... and it's bad.

I don't normally get sad. I do get mad most of the time but it's my way of being sweet to someone, be a friend or anybody, since I am not the mushy type, so I oftentimes hide my being sweet as throwing an honest (when I say honest, someone usually gets hurt, me and my big mouth) insult to someone or hiss at someone. This way, no one, except those who really know me, can get through me and read my feelings.

But these past few days are different. I am sad. I don't even know why, or I don't acknowledge the real reason why I am sad. Whatever!

I have to get over this and I have to do it soon. I am not used to being sad. It's not me.