Ivy is...

...affected by all the crap that has been going on around her. She shouldn't be. This is not the Ivy that I know. You are strong, brave and you can face everything that comes your way. What's happening with you? Don't let everything you've worked on be thrown just like that. If you have problems with people around you, deal with it or forget it. It's not helping you. You have to get back on your feet and get back quickly. Stop acting this way. It's not you. It's not who you want to be.

This is a wake up call. 

Unfriend


Sorry. I just have to unfriend you. It may sound bad, may sound bitter, but that's my way of coping up. Maybe we can be friends again someday. 

Good luck with M. 

Labs Belle


Belle Mescallado-Ramos

She is one of the brightest during HS. She belongs to the creme of the crop. She is the editor-in-chief of our school paper back then. She got a lot of friends around her, from her section down to the lower sections. She is just being her.

Dadi Labs


Aramis Carillo

Father to 7 and (ex) partner to 3, current to one and friend to many.

He is the proclaimed HEARTTHROB during our HS Reunion for reasons that most of the girls knew. I can't remember if he was that 'sikat' back in HS because I am a loner myself, so I don't get to mingle with a lot of batchmates then. I could count (in all my fingers, hands and feet) my friends then. 

KENT

...create post to my other blog, settings' are wonky. :( I have to write pa naman about new friends. 

Sad

Been like this for three or four days... and it's bad.

I don't normally get sad. I do get mad most of the time but it's my way of being sweet to someone, be a friend or anybody, since I am not the mushy type, so I oftentimes hide my being sweet as throwing an honest (when I say honest, someone usually gets hurt, me and my big mouth) insult to someone or hiss at someone. This way, no one, except those who really know me, can get through me and read my feelings.

But these past few days are different. I am sad. I don't even know why, or I don't acknowledge the real reason why I am sad. Whatever!

I have to get over this and I have to do it soon. I am not used to being sad. It's not me. 

Sleep

Been busy lately. The past two months was the busiest, I guess, and because of that, I somehow felt that I was depriving myself of sleep.

I've done 'something' that made my friends worried. 'It' was not really new to me. I've been doing 'it' since '08. Just that 'this' is new to these people and they were worried because they haven't heard from me in 12-15 hours. 

Thank you for worrying about my safety, I'm okay now. You guys are awesome, sorry that I made you worry. I promise not to do what you guys are thinking. I have bigger 'problems' to worry than think about 'that' and I won't do 'that' because of 'him'. AND PUHLEEZZZ, he is not worth doing 'it', excuzes moi! Over my dead, huggable body! :p

Jude

I've met Jude 15 years ago.

Playtime with Brian and Kit!

This is what happens when the three of us are together -- PICTURES!

What The!?

It has been another six months since my last post here. I am really sorry my dear blog (BLAG!)

To start off, I am really busy (?) with so many things. So many that in fact I can't name one thing that I was busy with. LOL.