My Thoughts on Grieving

   

   "A loss is a loss. Pain is pain. Losing someone you love is never easy and will never be easy how many years may pass. The pain will ease up but it will never be gone. The person may not be physically here but he will always be remembered for what he was and for how he was with the people around him."

    This is from my Facebook post back in 2014 when BIL died. Rings true until today. No one's gonna get over losing someone, much more a family member. It will forever leave a hole in our hearts, a void in our lives, emptiness no one can fill, sadness whenever a memory of that person pass us by. We will, in time, be able to move forward from what happened, will eventually learn to live without them but will be reminded of it anytime, anywhere and that is the saddest part of losing someone. You will forever carry them in your heart. 

    We will forever have them only in our hearts, in our broken hearts.

My Unnamed You

    I am still not over you, Muy. I still think of you whenever I see mommies and their bellies. I still cry from time to time thinking of my what ifs. And whenever I think I am starting to be fine, I will chance upon some things that will make me say I am not. Today is one of them, I come across this on social media. 

Healing Hugs

My Last Post About You

     This would be my last post about you. 

    I just want to thank you for the five years and four months of being friends. Seven months of those, you made me happy, yet uncertain, very uncertain.

Typewriters Voice

    I still believe in you despite of what happened. Behind the pain and the hurt you have caused me, I still believe that there is goodness in you. You were not born an ego maniac. I still want to know who hurt you that much to make you be the person that you are. I still want to know your deepest secret that you never told anyone, because I still care.

     But...